Thursday, February 28, 2008

I don't want to die.

Who does? The first year or so, I did ok with having HIV. I learned pretty quickly that I could live a fairly normal life with medication. However, over the past year I have been feeling increasing anxiety. I think the anxiety has been more about the stress at work. However, the fear of dying comes out of that anxiety and obviously my mind says I have something to fear.

I hope to get a handle on this anxiety and fear soon.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Closing Day on My House in Vegas

I probably contracted HIV about 3 - 4 years before I tested positive. May 18, 2005 is the day I tested positive for HIV. That would be closing day for me. I officially had HIV.

I am certain HIV was passed along to me by a long-term partner that spent a lot of time sneaking around and cheating. I took the test after I found out he was in the Hospital for HIV.

In my next post, I will talk about the experience of getting that test.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

My House in Vegas

My House in Vegas is right here in Washington, DC. For those of you who do not know, House In Vegas is Code for H.I.V. I learned this shortly after finding out I was HIV positive 3 years ago.

If you are around other HIV positive people, they may talk about when they got their house in Vegas.

I plan to share my experiences here and share my thoughts, fears, and knowledge of HIV here on this blog.

Coming soon....

When I got my House in Vegas.